lainey!

buhbye

2009-06-07T00:32:00.003+08:00

I've switched to Livejournal.

laineychia.livejournal.com

byebye blogger :D
maybe I'll come back if i dun like it there [:

beeteedoubleu: its friends lock :D

DAVID d:

2009-06-05T20:26:00.003+08:00

omg! This is so funny :D

DA: It was the onion bagel wasn't it!
___

DA: Then what is it? OHNO, when I called you thought I was David Cook!
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HAHAHAH David Archuleta is sooooooooooooo cute :D

I have a heart that will never be tamed

2009-06-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

TODAY was a really happy and fun day for me. Since I don't have the photos yet and I haven't bathe (yes eww, i know ), i shall summarize my day into 10 sentences which briefly tells you what constituted to me being a really happy girl today.

1. I took the same bus as _________ today.

2. Today is Get-Fat/Fatter-Day so I ate KFC with kristie and junde

3. I bought a new file from Daiso

4. I bought scrapbooking materials for my brother's 21st birthday

5. Daiso played Listen to My Heart by BoA. Full song, no less.

6. I went to HMV with rensyn and kristie and watched 4 BoA videos.

7. I met up with my volleyball teammates and ate shokudo omelette

8. Shokudo played 2 BoA songs- Valenti and Listen to My Heart

9. Cherie told me the funniest and most embarrassing thing that happened to her, its unrivalled

10. I got new clothes and accessories from London

:. Happiness level at saturation point.
Today is also Gain-Abs-Day because everything was fun/funny I couldn't stop laughing. YAY happyhappyhappy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENSYN!

2009-05-31T22:24:00.006+08:00

YAYYY I lubb you- my BFF since 9 years ago :D

and for ashleen:

TADA! a picture of you, as promised :DDDDDD

2009-05-30T22:59:00.006+08:00

bloody hell. woke up at at 6 plus to go for interact installation -.- i got posted to the job at the registration table out of the blue. and got scolded for nothing wts. seriously i was damn pissed.
luckily i could pronounce the GOH's names manzxzx. ahwells at least the upside is that me and zhe wei had fun koping ngoh hiangs from the reception :D

after that went to thai noodle house with limxiuhui to eat red ruby :D such a long time since we talked like that. lim xiuhui i know you miss me alot and you wish i was in your class RIGHT HAHA.

& omg. Christian Lacroix files for bankruptcy?! WHYYYY!! im sad ): one of my fav couture designers T.T
my mum told me it was Christian Dior lah. like wth -.- i should have know better and not believe Dior would, not when John Galliano is still ard anw.
]: sighhhh whats the world coming to?

then went to meet my mummy so i could get STUFF from wacoal sales. HOHOHO im a happy girl now :D

anw June Hols have officially started. even though its not a holiday for me]:
Block preps, PW, SL, homework, extra lessons. so looking forward to the month ahead (:

i still want my class chalet, sleepovers, 404@sentosa and meetups with my BFFs ):
CAN I? CAN I? CAN I? CAN I? CAN I? CAN I?

SYTYCD season 5

we're slow dancing in a burnin room

2009-05-26T22:01:00.005+08:00

my muscles are aching like hell. got a really bad feeling i pulled all the possible muscle tissues in my body. like seriously its so bad i cant walk anymore. first time my mum ask me go see doctor lol. today totally walked like ahma.

hmm really depressed today D: sighh.
I'm so tired. i know everybody is.

but i'm so tired i cant think.
should i stop and take a rest?
or should I push myself further?

tell me what to do
cause i dont think i make the best decisions for myself

jiayou elaine chia D:

If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow,
Why, oh, why can't I?

I'm sending all my love to you

2009-05-23T22:49:00.004+08:00

YES!! end of another week! ytd was such a long day. i hate hwachong computers lah. sheesh.
went to play volleyball after school with kristie, melanie and kelly. hahaha its been such a long time since i played luh. so i totally didn want to malu myself in front of the vball guys! but twas rlrly fun!! i cant wait for Festival of Sports. then hopefully we'll win with kristie and junde and the guys.
settled dinner at fishtank then went to queue for dancenight! me and kristie damn efficient we manage to chope 9 seats. but we felt rlyrly bad and our class ppl took so long to come ]: DanceNight-Back Again was pretty good. i enjoyed most of the dances especially the one with the rose. and changjunning had only 30s of fame! D: light was dim summore!! DDD:

went home with shitong and junde. we were being super high on the bus!
swine flu is 猪的 ah chiu according to leejunde HAHAH.

cant wait for tmr's shopping outing with kristie and junning :D LIBERATION.

p.s. i may not be able to make truffles this weekend SOWWIE.

BLEH

2009-05-20T16:18:00.005+08:00

CSM was total waste of time. why did i even go?! should have just slept all the way. i am so sleep deprived. oh but congrats john for winning 4x100 HAHA. the only reason i went was because i thought we were going out after that but zzzz we didnt -.- ahwells at least i had a fun lunch with kristie wong at macs and island creamery today[:

I miss shopping! well i dont actually buy stuff but i feel so deprived of just hanging out]: i cant wait for june to come quickly.

GAHHH. busybusybusy. PEEDOUBLEU YOUSUCK SHIT. and i cant wait to write the 25 marks essay manzxzxzxzxzx. ohmyyyy im in a ranty mood d:

i need something to cheer me up :D

oh and So You Think You Can Dance season 5 is coming out TMR!! YAYYYY

& my destination makes it worth the while

2009-05-16T00:20:00.008+08:00

One week has ended in a blur again. Today, like any other Friday, is a busybusybusy day. After school went to chiong SL proposal with Kristie and Junning till the librarian chased us away. Then Kristie and I went for our long awaited island creamery icecreams with Junde. our plan to study at I.C. failed so after talking over our reversos, milopingpong and applepie, me and kristie decied to go back to our lovely class bench to do work!! so we da baoed macs and waited for junde to dabao his Mee Soto from adam market. me and kristie waited damn long then he say he not coming liao. SUPER KIAMPA! which is why he owes us Meji milk!!

71's class currency is in Meji Milk per Favour. LOL! super funny. apparently we can even trade top secrets for 10 meiji milks!

went back school and tried to study but since elffred toh, the patient who diarrhoead like 5 times today, came to join us we totally gave up on stuying and had our <3to<3. HTH with kristie till 156 came. chang junning you owe us a HTH!

came back home. listen to depressing news.
relationships are useless and burdensome. friends are the best.

i dunno what to do.

go shcool sad, come home sad.

i miss smiling!

i was so sleepy but now i dont think i can sleep. urgh just drained out...dry.

i wanna be happy and crazy again!!

mugger is my new identity

2009-05-11T21:05:00.003+08:00

elaine chia you better stop slacking or you'll forever be stuck with leechaykoon for extra lessons!! end up with 4 Us and get nowhere in life D: so then instead of sitting at a irish cafe sipping earl grey and sketching new collections while waiting for my hot english bf to pick you up to saint martins, you will end up miserable at some low end firm serving coffee being despised by the high achievers of the world.
ok nuff said. i shall go chiong whatever homework thats left - everything.
I must mug!!!!!!! MUG!!!!!!!!!
):

Happy Birthday Chengxin

2009-05-09T22:20:00.001+08:00

ilu!! have a sex seventeen yea? HAHAHAH. stay cute, squirtle!!

nothing's ever built to last

2009-05-09T21:37:00.002+08:00

I slept the whole day and it felt really good cos I havent been resting much the whole week. I went to check the isp marks today and i felt really bad, so now im totally motivated to work hard...hopefully do well in econs and math tests coming up.

Friday was an uber busy day! had like bio quiz at 7am, then had math quiz followed by ILP presentation. ILP presentation was ...okayyy, there wasnt much response from the class tho ]:
after school i had to help out at mother's day tribute booth. but most of the time i was doing the tiles myself d: my tile is damn nice <3
met junning and kristie after their CCAs then me and junning rushed to macs to finish up our SL proposal. but...when we reached KAP, the one ond only powerpoint in macs was used alrdy. so we had to dabao back to school again sighhh!!
changjunning damn funny she is so scared of ghost and lizards. while we were eating we saw this super huge lizard on the wall staring at both of us. we scream like shit especially junning luh. there were a group of ppl watching movie at inner plaza..i think we totally spoil their show hahahah.
so anw we happily ate macs and did SL. kristie wong came to join us after her dinner :DDDDDD then me and junning started bugging her about elffred's secret. but she refuse to tell D: trustworthy kristie wong is annoying HAHAHA d: so we talk till like 1030 [: its really fun to talk at night in school cos totally have the atmosphere. i love kristie and junning ALOT <3 i think JC is only bearable because of friends[:

tmr's mother's day. i realise alot of ppl said that they would buy the tiles from me. even when i said that my service would cost 1 more dollar so they have to pay 5 bucks instead of 4. but in the end i didnt have the time to do their tiles during breaks so i feel quite bad ): ahwells!
korkor is going to treat mummy and I to dinner tmr :D clap clap. cant wait to eat my sushi buffet :DDDD

oh and did i mention how cool Green Day's 21st Century Breakdown was? the whole album is nice. haven found any song which isnt nice. i think it can exceed Dookie's and American idiot's success.
LISTEN!

2009-05-02T20:48:00.002+08:00

thanks for being there for me people. i am so grateful for all your concerns but i also hope im not troubling yall]:

I love my classmates and friends so much i wouldnt trade them for anything in the world.
i love my friends and i wouldnt screw them over
i love them irregardless of how they look or what they are and where they are from
i treasure my friendships alot
and if you think im not good enough for you
then, its alright. cause i dont need you either.

if you could just admit what you did say
or even what you felt and thought in your mind
even if it was just for a moment
could you cross your heart and say you didnt feel that way?

i dont know what to believe
but i believe you said such things.
maybe that already defeats the purpose of a friendship.

i wanted to believe you, i wanted time to think through it all
but all i know is that i couldnt bring myself to trust that you didnt

im not perfect, but i treat my friends as equals
well, thats where we are different

it hurt my pride
i dont feel bad about the way i look
because looks arent everything
at the end of the day, how you look inside is more impt

if you really said it and if looks, status, pettiness about who better than who and pointless comparison is so important to you, dont drag me in.
i wanna be with people who love me the way i am.
and i know plenty of people who do and they are not perfect either.
blame me all you want
maybe im a melodramatic fool, but its how i feel.

you call me childish, but i'm not.
in fact im more rational than you are.
if you think im playing games, im not.
its pure disappointment cos i feel hurt and betrayed.

Happy Birthday

2009-05-01T12:06:00.003+08:00

Lim Xiu Hui! its labour day tday and its your sexy seventeen :D have fun girl, i love you!

yts crashed greenworks cause it was jodie's birthday :D sheila, mel and me went out after CT to get a cake from awfullychocolate :D sheila was writing down the stuff we wanted to say on the cake. so she wrote "Happy Sex 17 jodie" HAHAHA luckily melissa saw and told her luh. wth write until so natural summore!!

went back after dinner for greenworks and celebrated foo's bday with sheila, melho, melwee, ashleen shitong :D YAYYE . HEY FOO HOPE U HAD A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY and you should have won like the fac princess title :D

a small shoutout :D
anw thankew chuinyin,cheng,weiqing,rina,jacey,jodie,sheila,melho,melwee,peilih,elffred,ben,junde,kuanhe,kristie,junning,sandy and the rest of the people who were there for me ytd at greenworks. i heart you!

BABY!

2009-04-25T16:35:00.006+08:00

ytd bojia send me her baby photos for me to laugh at.

i keep saying she look like some china village girl HAHA. which in fact is a fact d:

so i decided to get a few of my childhood photos to compare with hers.

theme: act chio, who suceeded?

WANGBOJIA: some village girl girl acting chio

ELAINE CHIA: acting chio but looks rlyrlyrly cute :D

next theme: green scenery, who looks better?
WANG BOJIA acting chio and failing terribly

ELAINE CHIA at botanical garden looking super cute and chio.

HAHAHA ok i shant ego anymore later wangbobo kill me.

in conclusion i was very much cuter when young than she was d: dress sense better summore.

HAHA i found another pic. 3 yrs old and alrdy sitting like some ahlian. my bro acting cute -.-

ok is shall go back to PI or i'll never finish and i'll never start on my chem. which even though i know confirm fail but i shudn do too badly anyhoo D: fat chance though.

did you regret ever holding my hand?

2009-04-20T22:20:00.005+08:00

Today had Bio lecture test. so gna ace it manzxzxzx -.-

i didnt really study much so actually having this sort of paper is somesort of a relief but still its screwed.

went out to jie fang after school. watched 17 Again with kristie, junning,chengxin, bel, junde, elffred and ben. poor wangbobo stuck at dance ]:

Zac Efron is total hotness. im gna sound like a total bimbotic idiot but who cares. his eyes, his sweet smile and his cheeky winks. omgawd! i didnt even think much of him in HSM. but now...!!

okay this picture dosent show anything but just go watch the movie and you'll see what i mean. when he put on his leather jacket everyone was like WOAH. HEH :D

after movie we kindof forced the guys to take neos with us!! damn funny cos they are so noob and they look very gay and weird in the photos cos of the freaky eye effect HAHAH! my brother saw the pics and he was like "why the guys so gay one?" d: its okay i love neos cos they make me look chioer HAHAH -.-

what happened?
it feels like im the only one bothering to keep this frenship going

I fake a smile so he won't see

2009-04-18T21:55:00.004+08:00

quote from How I Met Your Mother aka best comedy ever:

Lily: OK, yes it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake, but there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say 'yep, that was a mistake.' So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake, because then you'd go your whole life not knowing if something is a mistake or not. And dammit, I've made no mistakes! I've done all of this; my life, my relationship, my career, mistake-free. Does any of this make sense to you?

Ted: I dunno, you said mistake a lot.

i've made loads of mistakes. and most the time, i make the mistake knowing it was a mistake. and now...i sorta wish that was a mistake. but it didnt matter at all. it wasnt even fit to be a mistake. so who cares?
everything has just been made equivalent to nothing. how should i feel? i dont know, i really dont. cos i dont feel anything and im so numb already it dosent make a difference.

doom

2009-04-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

im abit sadd now]:

i realise im not coping well at all. all my teachers seems to think i suck i think. why am i so stupid]:

i gt a feeling mschoong dosent want me in exco...because i fell sick]: its tonsilitis only lah. sigh.
i feel damn discouraged now. why jc teachers so uptight one? im alrdy trying hard, i havent even had a good nights rest. i just wanted to rest ytd...why cannot? maybe im just not good enough. im not smart, i dont catch on things easily, im slow compared with others in school. should i even be here?

i really wna ace my next few class/lecture test to show that i deserve to be where i am but time is just not on my side. and my stupid brain is just...dysfunctional.

C.Lx exhibition and sleepover

2009-04-09T23:26:00.009+08:00

Christian Lacroix exhibition, 9 April. FANTABULOUS <3>

Carmen and Arsa Y Toma sketches

Carmen and Arsa Y TomaIl Re Pastore

costumes Eliogabalo: abt some immoral roman emperor, Heliogabalus. had a senate of all women and had sex with all of them.

Cinderella

floating tutus! really cool with shadows and stuff.

Phedre :D some greek mythology. the queen fell in love with stepson who is in love with another girl. thought husband died in war but he didnt. filled with guilt of the incestuous love so she drank poison and died. below: stepson, phedre, king.

Les Arts Florissants!me and a few designs altogether.

i am so dead. i havent finish PI. but i cant think of anything so here i am. giving an excuse to blog. I lost my phone yesterday, well, almost. came back from old folks centre, i was super tired cos i woke up super early for the last 6 days of the week. so on the bus back i was smsing kristie and my mum then i fell asleep with the phone in my hand. the next time i work up it was alrdy my stop so i rushed down. when i reach home i realise my phone was gone. FCUK. then i went to call sengkang interchange cos i thought i took 156. then i cabbed there, only to remember i took 88...which interchange is at PASIR RIS. called pasir ris interchange and cabbed there. gt my baby back. so unlucky lah. or should i say lucky? hmm im thankful no one took my phone [: and they found it.

rushed home to get things for Kristies sleepover. went to Kristies church to watch a play with kristie, chengxin,kelly, junde,john,elffred,ben :D i was forced to sit with elffred and he was so noisy it was embarassing. he keep calling me roman catholic and argued with me with loads of stuff. he insisted that god and mother mary had ahem. DAMN KIAMPA. almost died putting my point across about the immaculate conception. hahah anw kristie failed to convert him but he did learn that jesus was actually god's son. clap clap -.-

after the play, went back home instead of supper cos the guys wanted to watch soccer zzz. me and chengxin were dying of hunger cos we both didnt eat dinner. so we ate the pineapple rice and QUICHE (heavenly) and RED RUBY. yummaye. we took a photo of the quiche and wanted to send to junning to make her jealous. HAHA.

in the end the sleepover only involved 3 ppl while the rest went home after the match. poor junde missed his last bus home..the Arr sign went out just as he recah the busstop LOL! so me chengxin and kristie watch HSm 3 and talked. i feel asleep without realising and they claim i snored ]:

ahwells. how i wish tmr no nid hand in PI and ILP.
and theres napfa tmr. i wonder how baldy will i fail.

know your enemy

2009-04-08T19:50:00.002+08:00

GREEN DAY!!

new single coming up. it rocks so hard :D

my life is busybusybusy. i have been sleeping at 1 for the past week]: sometimes i feel like giving up the running. but f it, since i've started i shall finish it no matter how it turns out in the end. then again...im not exactly sure its what i want too.

im kinda excited for tmr. because its my Christian Lacroix Exhibition at National Museum. one of my fav couture designers <3 i cant believe im gna be able to see his personal sketches in less than a day. hyperventilation!! BUT i'm gna be alone]: cos i took the last ticket!! sigh i hope i wont feel too loner and lost.

"Cecil Beaton deserves a place of honour in my little pantheon of English influences in view of tremendous impact that My Fair Lady had on me; and it is possible that somewhere deep inside me there still lingers the conviction that the Ascot scene with its mixture of consummate chic and outrageousness, combined with equal parts of irony and the baroque, of high society and the theatrical world, in fact represents England in microcosm. "
-Christian Lacroix
exact sentiments <3

back to busy mode]:

2009-04-04T23:11:00.005+08:00

just came back from apollo fac outing WAH (We Are Hot) :D

BBQ was fun but our class had so few ppl who turned up. Junde and Junning was suppose to be fac prince and princess but junde came late and junning chickened out HAIYOOOOO. so in the end john and ben went lol. watched blades of glory which was super funny d: and ate a mountain of food since so few ppl came. now Aerosmith's i dont wna miss a thing is still stuck in my head :O i think Yin Ming and Alfred are like superb fac heads :D its sad that we wont haff them much any more D: danced fac dance for the last time too :D

oh and SAMMIES BACK form auzzie! i asked her to come for WAH also so she came for a while. her skin became really fair and smooth. like WOAH. i should go stay there for 3 months too lol.

unexpectedly, i gt through interviews for interact's EXCO. so i'll be campaigning for the next 2 weeks. DAMN FREAKKIN BUSY. my schedule is so packed!! theres like so many tests and events coming up this month in addition to endless homework. i still have econs ILP SHUCKS. i feel so breathless busying around everyday. i sleep only 4 and a half hours everyday which sucks shit. ok i shant rant. i will start being good student so that my teachers will stop worrying about me. SIGH.

i will probably wont blog till weekends come so ...i'll miss you D:

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender

I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

feel ze lovez -.-

fac cip

2009-03-28T22:29:00.003+08:00

-ytd-
today had Apollo's fac CIP! we went round a few blocks in Aong Mo Kio to collect old newspapers/clothes. during grouping i suay suay kena johnyeo );

HAHAH. ok lah at least he still gt carry newspapers. i think we collected quite alot :D and we din meet any rude ppl so it was not bad d:

on the way back to meeting point mebojiakristiejunning were PKing johnelffredben for camwhoring hahaha! i think we win! guy can never beat girls in camwhore seriously. poor junde, both his iphone and camera kena spam with pics of us d:

kristie had to leave for training after CIP so i went with bojia junning chengxin bel bihyee ben elffred john to AMK hub. bought tics for Confessions of a Shopaholic YAYYYY. i've been awaiting its arrival for super long liao. then later -ahems- LEAF came to join mou ren. even though we werent watching comingsoon hahaha d: AI QING DE LI LIANG SHI HEN DA DE.

i love the movie. i dunno why reviews say not nice. i think its very nice. maybe because i can relate to rebecca bloomwood ALOT. HAHAH. ohyea fellow bimbo ShiTong called me to tell me M.A.C hello kitty lipglass was selling for 26 bucks online. DAMN i dun even have 26 bucks. D:

i need magic cards :D

-tday-
hmm i feel really happy because i finally thought it through. this time, it's real. i feel freeeee. yayyy i am so proud of myself :D

BoA's album is really good. tbh i expected less of the album but it turned out to be extremely good. i havent found any songs that aint nice. even girls on top sounds normal in english hahaha.
'You shoulda loved me right when you had me(shoulda shoulda but you didn't did ya?)' so nice!! im addicted to all :D

ShiTong&Sheila: im neither fac nor FROG prince OKAY!! wlao. HAHA

yay its a friday (it rhymes d:)

2009-03-27T23:13:00.005+08:00

weekends are here. and i have alot of work for this weekend D:

after school tday went to do stupid stuff with sheila and shitong d: HEHEH.
sheila cheng keeps signing me up for fac prince. HMPH. not even princess but PRINCE WTH! while stupid johnyeo keep signing me up for facprincess i bet he want me emabarass myself in front of the whole fac lah. stupid leejunde dunwan join. junde and junning should go since they best in our fac anyway HAHAH.

today got back bio quiz...i failed ]: same marks as kristie wong hahaha. i cant say im very sad cos i didnt really study much anw and my bio was never actually wonderful. its okay i will work hard for the next lipids test with bojia the queen lipid :D

so me and kristie wong the two 6.5/15 marks ppl went to island creamery to get fat with reverso.
friday is suppose to be gym day! but instead of excercising we end up eating ice cream.
total failure!! island creamery had no seats for us so we went macs to talk and ate dinner there. kristie wong's fav phrase "time passes fast when u have a good companion" we sat and talk for 2 hours and kristie kept eating her mountain of fries unconsciously until there wasnt any left and then she realise she was very full. AMAZING WOMAN clapclap

tmr got fac CIP. collect newspaper. GAHHHHH why cant we do something more exciting!

i miss cheese tofu

2009-03-25T20:03:00.002+08:00

today no school. but was suppose to meetup for econs proj butthen turns out no more class outing. ]: i wanted to watch confessions of a shopaholic one. SIGH.

ahwells at least i chiong sleep today and i feel better :D but aiya shitz still have my undone homework.

im going commserve tmr! so exciting. i hope i can get a nice child who wont bully me and i hope i can do actually help them do their primary school work HAHAH.

TAG REPLIES:
kristie: HAHAH so you actually agree? i think so too HEHEH
bojia: YEA MUST COME! i miss you today! miss me too right? :D
SIHUI: hahah you more bimbo lah pls. hahaha sigh i wish my heels were 1 inch shorter.]:
yawen: haha yay [: did you watch the movie? very sad]:

2009-03-21T20:30:00.005+08:00

The sky was super chio just now after raining :D
outside my window...it was ORANGE.
it wasnt the sunset orangey hue but completely orange OKAY :O

you see!! im not making a big deal! and the photo couldnt capture the whole orange feel ]: but as you can see the outside wall is suppose to be white. but now its so pinkeyorangey! can see the contrast with my room wall.

then somemore i saw RAINBOW!! lousy photo didnt capture the pretty colours but it was AMAZING :D

LALA i feel happy becos of the chio sky. kor is out for the 90th anniversary dinner. wonder whether at the hwachong field can see the chio sky ornot.

im happy also because my mummuh help me cook green papaya soup. im on a steady diet of vitasoy, green papaya soup and papaya milk. YAYYY :D HEHEH

I dun wan school to start. i wna be a bimbo with LSH. :D shop-eat-sleep and not study-study-study. haiyo siao later i really become bimbo like what shitong says. im not bimbo. so i should study and start getting As instead of Es and Us -.- Changjunning gimme your brains.

Dont say you love me, you dont even know me

2009-03-21T00:06:00.005+08:00

Had CT outing today at Mind's cafe at Boat Quay. i accidentally sms kristie wong to meet at Cityhall instead or rafflesplace so the poor girl ended up in the wrong mrt station and i met junde first instead lol. SOWWIE!

Mind's was pretayye boring partly because i wasnt feeling adventurous and i prefer no brainer games. the angmoh tried to explain BANG! to us. but ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzz no thanks too complicated HAHA

kristie and junning pangsehed me for dinner so i went with the rest to check out shokudo but it was full >< i was gearing up my stomach for the nice egg egg thingy]: swobs. so went to the makansutra food centre beside esplanade. we keep losing ppl on the way -.- how bonded. food there is OVERPRICED LIKE SHITZ. i only at 1 plate of charkwayteow which cost 4 bucks whattthe. then shared a plate of carrotcake with elffred. carrotcake was gooodddddd yumyums.

me and chuinyin were jusr talking about love at first sight. we are both non-believers of such a phenomenon. NO WAY MAN. how can u like someone without knowing the person? that is sooo SHALLOW. like just look at looks nia damn shitty please.
SHALLOW SHALLOW. YOU YES YOU. dnt make me puke!

HAHA why am i so ji dong? -.- guan wo pi shi.

~~
i think i should stop. i really should.
but its not the matter of whether i want to, but whether i CAN.
i dont know why i cant ]<
times like this i feel like im useless
i dont like hanging on a thread
it makes me feel like im not in control
helpless and stupid and foolish
i should learn to be stronger

快乐是我的不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责
毕竟用尽了力气也未必如愿
总是要过去以后才了解

i'll be okay. yes? no? i dont know. hahah

rottinggg

2009-03-19T20:25:00.004+08:00

someone scold me! stop me from procrastinating my work any further or im seriously gonna be dead ]<
i have...chemtut.mathtut.biotut.econstut.econsproj.BCMErevisions.

forget it. just shoot me T.T
im too lazyyyyyy. i'm in need of another one of ms.yeo's reality checks :O

on another note , i've finished 'Remember Me?' and 'P.S. I Love You' :D
i could totally relate to PSILU [:
i hope that everyone i love will outlive me. so i dont have to go thru all the painful losses. selfish? maybeee.
or maybe we can all die together in an apocalypse :D yeaaa thats cooler [:

HAHA ok why am i so dekong? cant wait to see my darling classmates tmr for CT outing YAY.

homework GO AWAY ]<
Murphys Law: The complexity and frustration factor is inversely proportional to how much time you have left to finish, and how important it is.

GAHHHH

P.S. BoA has reached #21 on itunes and #1 on oricon dailys.YAYY *jumps and yays* i hope shes #1 for oricon weeklys :D

happy birthday auseewhy and tanweiqing!

2009-03-18T17:29:00.007+08:00

hope you two had a smashing seventeen[: i love you my BFFs <3

im suppose to go for yuanyi's sleepover tonight butt i cant bring myself to go when i have a mountain of holiday homework. andd i've only just started on homework. anddd its torture]: i dont feel like doing it. and im not being very productive- less than half of my chem hol hmwk done so far -.- SIGH. I DONT WANNA DO HOMEWORK

OH and today is the official release for BoA's Best and USA. hope it will top the charts again! :D

okay point of this post is to jio ppl to come with me for Christian Lacroix's exhibition at the National Museum. the tour will be on 22 may(fri) 7-830pm. it cost 15 bucks. ANYONE WANNA GO WIMME? PWEASE say yes :D say yes say yes say yes :DDD

old CT dinner pics :D

sowwie x a million times

2009-03-16T22:38:00.003+08:00

omg im sososo sorry! i rlyrlyrly sincerely apologise]: i hope you dont hate me too much after what i got you into. it was all my fault so please forgive me ]: sowwie duibuqi sumimaseh beeahneyo! i will do anything to undo what i've done. :X

BoA!

2009-03-15T16:18:00.007+08:00

Disclaimer: this is another post about BoA HEHEH :D

ytd i woke up at 4. ate 2 curry puffs then rushed to talentime! sat with bobo and leaf d: then moved over to sit wth xiuhui after intermission. im so happy for christabel she got 2nd runner up which is not bad alrdy. and i voted for leafs brother since their beatbox performance was really damn funny. oh and the guest performance by celine jessandra rocks especially when josephine sang moto! i was super high :D

went home with my fellow bimbo ShiTong d: im kindof sad that its the school hols and i cant see my fwens that much anymore. ahwells i bet this 1 week will zoom past quickly like it never existed. but i shall make the best out of it anw.

2 more days to the release of BoA Best and USA. i really want to order it from yesasia but goodness im soo broke. since the album will probably only come to spore like one month later -.- i shall use that time to save for the album which cost ard 50 bucks T.T

i really hope BoA takes a rest though i cant believe how she can promote Eien and I Did It For Love back to back o.o poor thing. ahwells its BoA and shes the BEST.

let us all remember why she rocks:

GOT, No.1 and Valenti LIVE

seriously, how can she sing while dancing continuously for 3 songs and like not tired and like still so chio and not sweaty.HAHAHAH.
Best and USA is gonna rock. her english song rocks. her old songs rock even more. and theres a new version of merikuri. MUST BUY!!

YAYYYY all the good songs [: and all BoA songs are good anw. :D

MUST SUPPORT BoA!

end of term one!

2009-03-13T23:54:00.009+08:00

yay[: its the last friday of term one. ytd i couldnt wait for today to end because i had bio quiz at SEVEN.AM! and math test which i GG-ed. ahwells i pwomise i will revise my work!

today had PTM. ms yeo wanted all of us to stay back with our parents. wth. so i had to wait till night time. luckily i spent my afternoon with kristiewong at coro talking[: yay 'time passes really fast when u have a good companion'- ego kristiewong.
witness a really really funny action-packed scene because of john's 讲义气-ness to elffred. me and chengxin couldnt stop laughing :D hmm i think that guy should really be careful manzxzxzx HAHA.

PTM was really lame and infuriating becos i was one of the 2 guai ppl who actually showed up with their parents. WHY T.T
srsly i should learn from wangbojia. (not exactly a compliment -ahem)d:

today everyone insists me and erjia look alike which we dont at all-.- except maybe hes fair and im fair. FULLSTOP. no brother no twinnies. tyvm.

talked all the way home after supper at adam road with jodiefoo. i think both our parents were appalled at JC life. lol damn funny talking in the car. and we had to stop and explain terms to the parents. i love you PHOOOO!

anw this week had Xcountry which was pretayye fun partly cos i didnt run. i miss people! the guys in our class actually got 3rd place for teamrun HAHA:D went for Ct dinner at j8. i was abit freaked out at first so i employed kristie and junde as my bodyguard HEH. i owe u two hellopanda! after dinner was a super fun camwhore session yay! i love my ct more and more <3>
tagg replies[:
yawen: any hot guys over there? HAHA im still sick. i hope u get well soon! everyones falling sick]:
ShiTong: thanks woman. lol i still havent gotten well till now. i will miss you during hols. cowboy winks winks.
WQ: get well soon babe! jiayou for your campaigning! conirm can one i have your back manzxzx[:
ashy: HUH who is everyone? walao why is my chest even a topic? only i can say other ppl cannot lor lol.
SAM: thankew[: i cnat wiat for you to crash my lectures! highly anticpated arrival of samtan!

12minus5 of us :D

i look really awful lol. kristie elaine kelly [: kelly look like baby please.

the four chiobus HEH
gg CT dinner and looking blur
GIRLS!
half of 09s71

shock of the day: 3rd placing!

We pulled too many false alarms

2009-03-07T22:17:00.004+08:00

went polyclinic for the first time in my life and i hope that it will be the last. even though it is really damn cheap, the waiting time is torturous. FOUR hours of wait time is kua zhang please o.o

please make me feel better. and least well enough to study for math and do my homework. im so stressed i cant even rest well cos at the back of my mind it's always "bio lipid notes..econsessay...biotest...MATH TEST.." GLGG manz D:

school's dreary and dry]: i miss having fun and my old crowd even though my new one rocks too d:

SICK AND TIRED

2009-03-06T22:39:00.003+08:00

literally. i have officially lost my voice. should NOT have eaten fishandchips and yongtaufoo and rotiprata today :O

me and changjunning both lost our voices thats why only left kristie and bojia who did the talking. it is damn weird not hearing junning's squeaky voice. and usually shes the noisiest person around and also the noisiest that i have ever met sooo today is amusingly quiet.

at bio lecture stupid john yeo wnated to sit beside kristie so me and bojia had to walk round the row to find seats then ms Choong was like "elainechia what are you doing? quickly find a seat and sit down!" I was sooo embarrassed lah like the whole audi turned in my direction :O i think elainechia is such a catchy name that all teachers like to call. DAMN.

i thought of crashing dramafeste today with ShiTong butthen i was lazy and poor ahtong got fever. hahaha ok shitong wants me to post this cos she thinks its funny -.- waliew

"hey bimbo"
"OI WHY YOU CALL ME BIMBO?!?! im smart and im not pretty lor!"
"yea you're worse than a bimbo...
cos bimbos have boobs"

THANKS melaniechew92! -.- swobs.

ohman this weekend is gonna be either boring or very boring.
i have econs essay, bio lipid notes, math test on monday, bio test on wed.

can slack for 3 months- MY ASS. how do u even relax when so many things are piling up.
my math GG liao anw. i shall just try to get at least 3 out of 6 marks. which is ALOT.

my only light :D

tagg replies:
smile!/chuinyin: THANKEW yea haiya forget it lah. i shall not care so much. i think its meant to be :[ I MISS YOU!!
kristie: HAHAHA! yes totally damn funny lah i bet she blackmark you liao :D
yawen: yeaaaa]: its alright i shall be happy with what i have [: hows school?
ShiTong: tada i mentioned you nowww. HEHEH get well soon babe. cowboy wink wink[:

Its the climb

2009-03-02T21:28:00.005+08:00

i didnt get into MAD.

i felt so dead today. i mean yeaa, i didnt have much expectations about getting in but its a blow nonetheless... i really want to dance. i dnt go for the name like some people i rlyrly just WANT TO DANCE ]: congrats to people who got in though, like cherie and jiale and bernice etc[:

someone please put that smile back on my face.

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

tagg replies:
Kristie: LOL now you do[: auntie must come and tag often haha!
chengxin: YOYOYO xiao3 ai3 ren2 HAHA d:

POP, STJ, and Happy Birthday LARRIE

2009-03-01T15:08:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 17TH LARRIE! I <3 YOU!

POP! APOLLO WON FAC DANCE! which means Fac Shield 09 is ours. CLAP CLAP damn happy lah!!! i tot ares would win cos of their gloves but when i saw this

no wonder we won!! so cool!! i feel damn proud of ourselves! and not to mention i went for all the dance sessions[: haha and must thank toh shu rong for learning so fast and being the proest partner lol. yay MOVE MOVE SHAKE SHAKE A-PO-LLO!! i will miss dancing!

had STJ at liting's function room. met wangbobo at school first and use the dance studio. its so cool to be the only ppl in the dance studio. i can finally see how i look like when i dance lol. bojia taught me abit of Tell Me dance. lol damn funnny. sigh i really hope i can get into MAD. i rly like dancing]:
met xingyun too so luckily we can just follow him to wherever it is! when we recahed there like half the class was there and me and bojia dman shock cos we expected the guys to come super late hahaha. anw we ate catered food which was not bad but we totally din get to eat the sushis. i think the guys in our class not gentlemanly at all please -.-
HAHA oh and poor junde he was the only one being thrown into the pool! then we play play at the gym room haha. we wnated to ambush and throw jingxi. but he was totally taking the shoes off himself...so no kick never struggle at all. but then the security guard keep coming and eyeing us. so aiyo cannot throw ppl into the pool anymore D: so went back and played some games like truth or dare. all the games were pretty unsucessful]: lol so we ended up camwhoring. yay!
cabbed home with junde cos it was raining super heavily. he was telling me how we should not gossip. which i think was very true. and even though its quite hard for me to change i will try to CUT DOWN at the very least since i promised him i will try hahaha!

Junde zao geng liao! haha!

stupid john yeo and his obstructive face

yay polaroid of us
total gay kiss

super late tag replies:
SIHUI: THANKS babe!
Yawen: i dunno yet results will be out tmr! wish me luck! i miss you!
WQ: its not QUITE is VERY okay. i miss talking to you alot!!! ]:
ASHY: elaine chia thinks she is awesome too! hahaha :D
bojia the UNgreat: yes it is damn chio. i will save money by not eating so much ><
sandy: sandy PNG! i not zhong se qing you lehhh. you and junde~~~ lalala HEHEH :D

why so cruel]:

2009-02-23T20:41:00.005+08:00

MAD results was not out today. waliewww. can u please tell me whether i got in? if i dun get in then fine i need to move onnn. now im like so troubled over it D:

ok i just found out something and i feel like dying.

GULPS. OMFG.

I WANT. I WANT I WANT I WANT.

why wasnt i born rich?
can i advance my birthday present?

SIGHHH.

omgee i really really want it.

my heart is like being poured with acid.

I WANT TO CRY.

why are u doing this to me? WHY?!

you might as well take a knife and stab me with it. it would hurt less D:

my heart dieded. dont talk to me.

please lemme strike toto]:

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

life's not fair. i hate MAC for bringing the collection in spring. why not winter?! GO AWAY

end of first week

2009-02-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

i dun like JC]: the lecture pace for bio is like so fast D: so i am like just highlighting and filling in the blanks i dun even read the notes BLEH. i think i have to pia abit this weekend if not cmi. and i dunno binomial theorem ]: swobs.

i am feeling really really stressed right now]: hiphop audition is tmr and I SPRAIN MY KNEE. WTF. such good timing. I cant even stand straight..how to dance properly]: so i today totally no mood cos i was worrying the whole day]: walao sian.. like alot of people going for auditions. sian shitz. even stupid wangbojia want fight places wimme. damnit. luckily melwee not going HAHA. ahwells. i didnt want to give myself too much stress but i realised i want it really badly. so im just gonna pop painkillers and pray my knee stop hurting while i dance. WISH ME LUCK :D

wtf 2nd day of school and im stressed

2009-02-17T21:03:00.003+08:00

just came back from dinner with auchuinyin :D went to prata at beauty world there. wah damn long never talk, i think talking is damn shuang HAHAH. i miss the 12ofus alot. stupid weiqing arrange the meeting at 12-1 which is still lesson time for mwee]: kick her. today i completed a super busy day, so i feel rather accomplished. oh and i declare that i dont know how to do binomial theorem]: sigh.

today we had a fun econs lesson cos we got to play the Identity game. i tried to find a damn ulu fact about myself so i say i gt a certificate in mental calculation HAHA. then junde help me write until damn pro hahaha so no one guessed it! and stupidd johnyeo say BU KE NENG SHI ELAINE! asshole! then when they ofund out its me, kristie wong was like ELAINE?! so loud summore. walaoooo! totally look down on me. everybody started calling me auntie today. walao my status in s71 is goingdown man hahah! so yea tht was the only lesson i was actually awake for. other than that damn sian. ahwells tmr end school at 130 CLAP CLAP HAHAH.

i like got alot of hmwk like that but then i totally dun feel like doing. the ppl in my class are damn mugger. which is like O.O wakao.
ok maybe its my problem and not theirs...but has everyone forgotten its the 2nd day of school? fgs we should chill a little.

orientations over]:

2009-02-15T12:36:00.005+08:00

damn. now its back to real school man. i had a hell lot of fun during orientation especially campfire night on friday :D everyone was damn high cos APOLLO won best flag and best performance! WHOOOOTS! i think the original performance was better though but the Move It dance is still too cute. i think the other facs ones were nice too and very gay hahaha.
during campfire everyone was damn hot and sweaty and we still had to hug and sing songs so it was like a mixture of sweats. ewww. hahaha but very fun. i partnered wangbojia for dance. i couldn remember any dances except for my mind set on you~ :D i think the whole green blue red yellow flame was very cool. even though ours is yellow...which has like very little difference from the natural flame. when rev-it-up was lit i think it was super spectacular :D
after campfire SevenOne was asked to stay back because of the TRADITION. seniors made 26 of us fit onto one canteen table and stand for 30s. the first time we used the wood one, it was badly bent halfway so we scrap that and used a metal one. it was damn scary cos i keep thinking i will fall cos girls are on the outside. we did it in the end! but the table was still bent hahaha.
the next one was very funny. we had to use this spoon (which is like handed down for 9 generations alrdy) and finish a whole watermelon in 1 minute. so once ben smashed the whole melon everyone just chiong and use our hand to dig out the flesh. hahahah! so fun. i think next year we will have as much fun watching our juniors do the same as we did.

anw ytd was Valentines Day. so i wish all my fwens Happy V. Day :D i lurf you always.
i am damn excited abt Fac Dance. the whole move-move-shake-shake-A-PO-LLO! is still stuck in my head. i think ours is really nice to dance to and can totally rival with Ares's.

WHY ARE WE SO PRO? WE ARE APOLLO!
HEHEH :D

P.S> SEVEN ONE'S DANCE
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/video/video.php?v=1048432063540&ref=nf

It's OVUH

2009-02-07T15:11:00.007+08:00

ytd was the last day of orientation. im still sour over not getting to play the slippery slope ]: UNFAIR. stupid rain. we had our last og dinner tgt in school. ordered pizza and had loads of entertainment throughout cos the other OGs were playing truthordare so the dares are always funny to watch. then we sat and talk until 1030. the part where kiankeong presented his gf the roses we gave to him was damn funny! i think they are really hwachongs sweetest couple hahaha. jolyn told us her love story too which was abit sad for the guy]: haha and David's story was the best d: he is attached! and the most manly guy in our OG unexpectedly! hahaha. aiyo i think i will kinda miss this ppl since we just started to noe one another better even though some ppl still dunno my name >{ i cant believe im saying this but... OG 33 rocks!

i found out my latest tentative CT grouping. im in 09s71 so horrible! i want to reshuffle! pwease!!! D:

im gonna miss you my favourite 12 ppl in 404

DAY 4

2009-02-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

orientation! hmm ok lah i like my og better now. got nice people inside [:
today was wet games. haha i was drenched! but twas fun lah! even though the soapy one was abit sad cos we din win]: but we won the holey one which was so cool. cos everyones hands were damn suan but we finally won the other group yay!

ah! tmr last day of og. im not very sad. ok im abit sad cos we wont be seeing our ogls anymore. jolyn and kian keong are like super cool and cute and nice. and of course my og peeps lah. D:
i hope i do get a fun class!!! then i will really enjoy my next 2 years in hwachong.

and i just found out something. i am so dead lah. i didnt know it has become sucha big thing like so many people know. i feel abit annoyed actually. i really dont want this to affect anything that i have and treasure now. so please please please stop spreading anything so simply. its not nice okay. im not angry or upset just abit worried that it might have a negative impact on everything else. so PLEASE, STOP my dear friends, if u really care about me. the situation is really really shockingly horrible now D:

tomorrow

2009-02-01T21:16:00.003+08:00

....i hate my OG group..like i havent heard that one. ok lah got larissa so i shud be happy. but everyone else's name dosent look very enticing. hahahah ok i shall have an open mind and heart.

hope orientation will be fun! and hope that i'll at least have a taller than me dance partner. if not zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

see my beautiful artwork-pic include my fav supermodels, alessandra ambrosio and miranda kerr. damn nice right. i think i'll make it customary to post my artistic work here. what? im AWESOMEE? uh huh thats right. HAHAHA just joking.

i think i shant join mad, but join art club.

YESTERDAY

2009-01-31T00:04:00.005+08:00

went yuanyi's house for class gathering...or so it was called. i went for only like an hour. and in that hour all i did was fawn over SPARKY aka 火花的。i was super biased to SPARKY even though RUSTY's fur was nicer cos i prefer small balls of fur to big balls of fur. SPARKY is so cute like ohmygawd. i love Poms lah they are one of the cutest breed of dog. it was like this living bouncing ball of fur, or as penny says, rebonded hair. then i walked the dog. so cute lah it was like teetering all about. i couldnt bear to control him too much cos i hate to pull the leash hard and therefore he poop-ed in the park and yuanyi scolded sparky cos she didnt bring newspaper. hahaha so funny. I WANT A DOG NOW. but i always wanted a cat. ahwells maybe ppl like me shouldnt keep a pet, it will like die of obesity cos i will be too nice to it.

went LSH's hse for popiah session. wanted to swim but that woman come home at 9.30]: so wanted to stay overnight and swim the next day but my thingy came -.- it better be real since im having 4 moths worth of cramps. if it's false alarm again im gna be freakin pissed.

anw im really sian right now. we have a couple of unwanted guest in our house. they are SOOO irritating. my mum was damn annoyed so we 2 kept kicking each other legs, quite funny actually. urgh, i hate it how they stare and stare at our things at home and come into my room and STARE at my photos freakily and use the master bedroom toilet. like ew. EWWWWWWWWWWW. im so gna wash the toilet for the first time in my life becos they used it. pukes. about an hour more and im freeeeee. cos my mum and i have this conspiracy to get them out of the house! we rly cant stand them but we still have to entertain them. walaooo. i dont ever want to have to undergo this kind of torture again.its like i have to put up a facade! which i hate to do cos i cant smile when i dont want to. ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i miss sam! sam why havent u been online!! are u too busy watching australia open ?! tell me if u have like nadal's signature or sumthin. HAHA ahwells i miss u you lucky pig!

its going to be LEGEN...wait for it...DARY!

2009-01-28T16:47:00.004+08:00

BoA-BEST & USA
release 3.17

omg omg omg my oxygen's back baby

i think she looks totally HOT in the album cover.

___

sam left for auzzie last night. when i was still playing mahjong]: haix i miss her already. and i know im gna miss her more. because she isnt ANY friend. its a 10 year old friendship. Me and Sixuan were feeling rly sad when we left her house ytd. ok if i say more its gna be weird cos sam you will read this right. but yea eengas misses you too much! and we hope april comes zoomingly fast. hope you're doing fine over there babe!

i am hideously fat right now. im waiting for my kor to come back so we can go running to IMH then walk up 32 flights of stairs and do situps/ pushups till we're on the brink of dying of exhaustion. ok just exxagerating but i am determined to lose my flabbers.

都是bakkwa的错。

oh and i suddenly need to express my dislike for people who treat Hello Kitty as a fleeting obsession to attract attention and act cute and girly.

PUI.

i am only willing to share thoughts about my passion for Hello Kitty with ppl who truly like KT. like lauralee. hahaha. i loved KT since i ever had a memory, so i treat KT as part of who i am. every hello Kitty thing has different stages of growing up memories behind them. so i take it upon as a personal insult when i see such phoney people.

oh and i also do not like it when i see fake hello kitty goods on ppl. i think if u cant afford the real deal, then dont buy. i dont mean to be some stuck up hello kitty fan but if u rly like hello kitty shouldnt u support the real products instead of some pasat malam pickup? i on the other hand only buy sanrio originals or products under high quality licensing. and when i cant afford, i save. thts the hello kitty fan spirit okay.

初一

2009-01-26T21:34:00.008+08:00

today is chu yi!! went bai nian-ing like the usual routine BUT we didnt play black jack at all! damn sad lah.. past years always will earn abit abit one time me and my cuz even won 500 bucks luh. ahwells recession now so i guess nobody in the mood haha. its the eyar of the ox but the stock market is bearish instead of bullish, how ironic. food is as good as always though =D double thumbs upp

dedicated to the love of my life - Bakkwa

2009-01-26T01:16:00.002+08:00

新不了情

回忆过去
痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来
拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了
今夜的你应该明了
缘难了
情难了

aka:

oh my bakkwa how i have missed you for the past year
now you come and seduce me
i cannot love you cos you make me fat
but tonight you should know
i cannot control my feelings
so too bad i will have to make you mine
<3

the bakkwa love forever[:

2009-01-24T23:53:00.001+08:00

FRM LSH'S BLOG

(4:12 PM) LSH's:
what are you wearin' on your first day ?
(4:12 PM) elaine:
black
(4:12 PM) LSH's:
WOAH .
(4:12 PM) elaine:
this 1 piece suit
(4:13 PM) elaine:
short
(4:13 PM) LSH's:
i see
(4:13 PM) LSH's:
w/ your killer heels uh
(4:13 PM) elaine:
yea
(4:13 PM) elaine:
plus my sexy legs
(4:14 PM) LSH's:
ew
(4:14 PM) LSH's:
>>>>> her legs are sexier (my dp was a pic of a model)
(4:14 PM) elaine:
'scuse me?
(4:14 PM) elaine:
mine lor
(4:14 PM) elaine:
mine fatter
(4:15 PM) elaine:
fat is the new kind of sexayye
(4:16 PM) LSH's:
okokay. sexy sexy . yah . fat=sexy. your killer legs and heels= to die for
(4:17 PM) elaine:
HAHAH yepp u got your math right

牛 year celebration

2009-01-23T21:23:00.003+08:00

cny celebration at hwachong today. performance were short but not bad, i like the dance best cos got chuayiyi =D had food thingy after that and xinyi forced me to buy her mao pai IKEA meatball. yuanyi says its the noodle soup meatball haha. then too lazy to walk around, or rather our clique has 12 people and sticking tgt will probably cause a traffic jam everywhere we go so we sat at the canteen instead. Weiqing and I were damn bored and we started singing songs damn funny. we have so much rapport when singing See You Again and other Jolin Tsai songs hahah damn fun lah.
went to see teachers at NY, got to see MsTan, Mrs Tan, RitaOng annnnd NgHupBeng. HAHA, i think hupbeng looks abit unshaven must be because he dosent have our kind and nice class.
took bus to lido but only half of us manage to board the bus zzzzzz. and i cannot stand those grouchy and grumpy ppl who keep asking ppl to move in when obviously we cant. if you have to take next bus then too bad lah. piss me off manz.
walked ard lido and wisma. and everywhere we went we will hear Bleeding Love playing at shops lol. met mammuh at lido cos i dont have enuf new clothes ]: nothing was nice there so i just settled for some tee at mango, ahwells. but i finally bought fake eyelashes from TheFaceShop so cool luh! yay[:
mammuh and i walked to somerset mrt instead cos we both cant stand walking back to orchard mrt, i hate crowds]: we passed like lei garden and centrepoint which reminds us so much of daddy :/ we were laughing at my dad's weird hobbies and how he always forces us to go out with him every sunday to like random parts of spore, and centrepoint was one of our family's usual hangouts i wonder why! the i realise how much it has changed and i've never bene there sinc emy daddy was gone then i felt so tight in the chest like i couldnt breathe, and i started thinking how i was living in bliss but not realising it. i bet no one else is as highly exposed to the arts and culture and food of singapore as mybro and me luh. then i stared reminiscing stupid things like how my mum accidentally cut my dad's ear when she was trimming my dads hair and it bled lol. even now, i still laugh when i think about these things. then i just stop laughing feeling like someone is gripping my heart tightly and it hurts so bad. then i reach the point where i start to really want my daddy back again, i imagine my life would be entirely different with my dad. i'll be smarter and richer and much much much happier.

sometimes i just wanna hide cos it's you i miss

'But for now, let me say , without hope or agenda - just because it's Christmas (and at Christmas you tell the truth)...

...To me, you are perfect. ' - favorite scene from love actually[:

PEACE <3

2009-01-22T21:39:00.001+08:00

2009-01-22T18:46:00.002+08:00

koped from Ashleen

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Snow Dream-SM TOWN [yes, im dreaming so shhh!]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
theres gotta be more to life- stacie orrico [does this mean im above relationships?]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Graduation(Friends Forever)-Vitamin C [Wrong! im feeling sleepy!!]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Jue Jiang - MayDay [to be persistant, not bad sia]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
'O' Jung Ban Hup- TVXQ [ 正反和？LOL]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
BASKET CASE-Green Day [NOOO! maybe though d: a pwetty one of course]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
I Wont Disagree - Kate Voegele [yea definitely wont be disagreeable, i love my mummuh]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Miracle- Cascada [ so true, i need a miracle soo badly, make e so billionaire heiress haha]

WHAT IS 2+2?
When there was me and you- Troy and Gabriella [ it rhymes! not bad, but should be 1+1]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
There She Goes- Sixpence non the richer [truee haha]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
LOVE LETTER- BoA [ woah the song rly associated with love one so zun]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Rock With You-BoA [YEA COMEON ROCK WITH ME TOO!! HAHAH]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Just Like You- Miley Cyrus [O.O this is such a perfect answer! i swear im not meddling with the shuffle]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Friend or Foe- TATU [friend lah friend lah]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
U+Ur Hand - Pink [no sense again haha]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
December 27-BoA [as long as its BoA i dont mind :D]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
My Humps - Black Eyed Peas [ omg HAHA yea im sure make sure they play it at my funeral baby]

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The Best of Both Worlds- Hannah Montana [yah i want to eat and sleep]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Heart- Britney Spears [I do! i <3 my best friends]

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
JEWEL- Ayumi Hamasaki [i dont mind you giving me a worst thing]

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
AGAINST ALL ODDS- Westlife feat. Mariah Carey [woah exciting death leh! so meaningful]

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Boulevard of Broken Dreams- Green Day [relavent. i shouldnt have thrown away my hello kitty plushes]

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
E Zuo Ju- It Started With a Kiss OST [true! pranks and jokes :D]

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Heartbreaking Day- Jolin Tsai [definitely not meddling with the shuffle!@#$]

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Mian Ju- Vivian Hsu [ is that a no?]

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Your Color- BoA [yup your TRUE colors! scary person]

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
S.O.S -Rihanna [thats a no luh lol]

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Shuo Ai Ni- Jolin Tsai [ say i love you! many more times than i ever did]

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Come Clean-Hilary Duff [coming clean! yea you know what hurts right now right?]

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Whatsername- Green Day [d:]

2009-01-21T20:27:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS A VERY STRESSFUL DAY FOR ME!

i was kinda late for physics lecture! yes im late but i no matter how i see it, its NOT MY PROBLEM. and i dont like people looking at me like 'oh you slacker you pon'. no i DIDNT. i woke up early, started wiating for dear 156 since 7.40, bus came only at 8.20 (WTF) and jammed all the way from my house through jalan kayu, pie/cte, bishan, macritchie, after-macritchie, basically all the way till bukit timah. zzzzzzzzz thank god anabelle was with me so we can both stress together.
now that there is a 156A which does not go bukit timah 156 is as rare as -insert something about rareness simile-. like damnit whos stupid idea is it to come up with a 156A?! the bulk of the people that takes 156 need to go towards bukit timah area right! like hello at least do some statistics before u go come up with some unneccessary and totally not-helping-the-cause plan. totally piss me off ok. i really have the urge to call up some minister and demand that u remove 156a and increase the frequency of 156 instead. but i dont know how to or whether i can]: so now i have to change buses. wth STUPID PIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
last year i already have to wake up at 5.15 so i can take the 5.57 bus. NOW? because 156 is now machiam like dosent exist I HAVE TO WAKE UP EVEN EARLIER. and hc has some totally strict rules on punctuality which totally suck, i miss NY's 3 times allowance. at least have to have the valid reason type of thingy right. dont tell me straightaway give 1 demerit i am so gna complain and explain my plight until they freakin understand that IT IS NOT MY PROBLEM but SBS's.
-end rant-

tmr have another diagnostic test -.- i assume that it will be mcq style since 2b pencil is needed. seriously if they ask me write another essay i will totally fail since my sentence structure seems even weirder after the holidays.

went out with cy,lc,xh today. cos today is piano/organ day lol so left us only. went to plaza sing cos we boarded 174 nstead of 74 haha. walk walk buy socks and ate mago+ice at bing1 place. met mum and aunty at vivo and ate dinner there.

my mum keeps insisting on me wearing something red but i want to wear black..and brown.and shes pissing me off cos im alrdy in a pissy mood due to the lack of 156s. anw BLACK IS THE NEW RED okay.

FIRST DAY

2009-01-19T20:21:00.004+08:00

of school]:

i couldnt sleep last night cos i ate too much pineapple tart so ended up sleeping at 2 last night im so sleepy noww]:

today was sooo boring!! i stayed awake during ISYF but i totally couldnt tahan all the long speeches:/ math and chem was okay i guess. but i totally couldnt wiat till the end of school. i hope orientation is fun luh. ahwells good to see everyone again!

went out after school and took neorpints to commemorate our first day of JC life and first day of wearing our HC uniforms. i feel so weird in this uniform idk why. saw LSH while chatting outside wisma d: we should totally do that often lah so fun[:

SAMMIES FAREWELL PARTAYYE

2009-01-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

tada!
today had sams SURPRISE farewell party! it worked! she totally didnt suspect a thing [: everyone that i invited came! clap clap! was suppose to meet at 1 but i came at 135d: haha so only me sixuan and rensyn and kuanhe was there to surprise sam then tricia,tzeqing, cavan and dixon came but kuanhe left. ahwells then at lunched at venezia and gossiped non stop about people whom i have never heard of. seriously, i finally understand what sam means when she says nanyang is a peasant school hahah. i think nanyang is fairly scandal free in comparison lol.
wanted to watch changeling!!! i really wanted to]: but the timings were all so late so we decided to just go play guitar hero at cine. i totally suck at guitar heros i couldnt even finish playing the chorus of I Hate Myself For Loving You!! damnit. then cavan left and dixon and the rest of us went to have dinner and talked abt stupid stuff haha.

yayyy im quite happy today even if it was quite boring at times d: triciaseow is damn skinny and smart she only got 3pts lah. i doubt i can get that if i take 'O's mann. and that siaozabo likes leejunki tooo!!! like finally found my other half who thinks that leejunki is the mesmerising one in MyGirl.

and my cake is nice RIGHT? i think i cut too much for everyone thats why its not that nice. small portions taste nicer. will post the only photo we took tgt when i get it [:

2009-01-11T21:42:00.003+08:00

omfg. tmr i am gonna get back my HCL 'O's. i have no confidence in myself]: im got a really really bad feeling. if i have to take chinese next year then...damnit i will have to take chinese 'A's. grahh pweaseeeee lemme get an AAAAY!!

yesterday celebrated gwen's birthday. happy birthday gwen!(again)
the whole toilet thing didnt work out though sad!
i miss everyone. and damnit thats like my catchphrase nowadays. sooo many things to catch up on. but no, i still prefer not going to school[:

=D

i think my 'how i met your mother' episodes should have finish loading by now!
gluck everyone!

I'm still in love with who I wish you were

2009-01-09T23:46:00.003+08:00

went to sixuans house today and spent like 3 hours there. haiyerr i wish it was longer i havent had so much fun just talking for a long timee! i just realised that there are real life gossip girl scenarios happening around us. gasp! hahaha.

ate dinner with sam at pizza hut. ok im officially broke broke.
i cant believe Sam's like leaving so soon. i know im gonna miss her like shitz. damnit.

i promise im gonna do my HC math paper like on sunday or something.
&
my heart is like orh-chehed thanks to you. SIGH.

Gone away are the golden days
Just a page in my diary
So here I am, a utopian citizen
Still convinced there's no such thing as idealism

2009-01-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

i realise havent updated since start of the year!

im like so busy nowadays but im happy!
met Yawen on tues. zomg its been like 2 years since i saw my since-nursery-good-friend. haha watched Yes!Man tgt. good movie[: i dont know why some people dont like o.o make me have very little expectations. i think zooey deschanel looks like katy perry! i totally did a double take. then went to visit Ya's new house. super nice lah. i miss my private lifestyle]; gossip through the evening! i appreciate facebook and friendster alot more now HAHAH.

wednesday met up with rensyn for a while to get some stuff and we bough bubbletea and talk until she had to leave. ahh! i miss everyone.

today's dont forget the lyrics is so simple. like hello i can totally get through everything without using backups please. i should have join and could have at least have ten thousand bucks zoom into my pocket.

tmr going sixuan house yayyyy! eengas/resist finally meets up!

MONDAY IS D'DAY. i have a very very very bad feeling abt my higher chi 'O's SIGHH.

2009-01-01T16:48:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEWW YEARR DARLINGS!

spent the eve at my cousins house to eat steamboat and after little nonya went to LSH's hse to countdown! so fun! we were like HAPPY NEW YEAR!1 2 3, HUAT AH! then eat sashimi and sushi YUMMAYE! hahah.

sooo new year resolutions... i see everyone writing them. so mines not gonna be original but its what i rly hope to achieve for the coming year!

TEN; study hard and dont procrastinate

NINE; learn to be more accepting of people and maybe then they will for me.

EIGHT; lose alot of weight!! i hate fat me.

SEVEN; no matter what CCA im in, i will work/train hard and not be a loser.

SIX; i will read newspapers and be very informed with current affairs and at least knw our minister for education's english name.

FIVE; i will constantly remind myself to wash my own dishes and not wait for mummy to do it for me.

FOUR; treasure all love ones around me, friends&family. make sure i rember all my fwensfwens birthdays and put in effort to make a card or save money to buy presents for them.

TWEE: be more mindful of my words and actions because it can be interpreted to be incredibly untrue to what i say or do.

TWO: stop criticisng people's outfit everywhere i go, even if it's outright hideous.

ONE: GET A JOB!!! LIKE NOW!!!

i probably have a lot more but ahwells ten will do for now.

today is the first day of 2009.

2009!
======
is looking prettaye good so far. i mean with BoA's Look Who's Talking coming in MARCH and GREENDAY and MUSE albums coming out next year. greenday will be on my highly anticipated list. wheets finally after 4 freakin years another new album. and its gonna be brilliant i just know it!

CHEERS! HAPPY HOLIDAYS =D

2008-12-30T23:56:00.001+08:00

scream,scream, SCREAMS!

2008-12-30T23:24:00.007+08:00

byebye 2008!

lalala. this year...i dont like...and like. hahaha.
so many memories this year! i can still remember the mugging days, eww.
another year has past and thank god we're IP so i dont need to see everyone separated next year. im so grateful to all my fwenfwens. so to all my closest fwen fwens like my 404 gang: cy, xiuhui, gwen, yuanyi, rina, weiqing, jacey, licheng, larrie, penny and jasmine! as well as my 204 gang: cy, jodiephoo, melweeeee, kayu, rach and yiyi! and my old fwenfwens like my 6J cliquey: rensyn, sammie, sixuan, isabel and tzeqing! i love u people so muchie cos u make my life so much more bearable when the stress level is unbearable. hug hug!

ohwells thats it. i want to thank everyone who made my 2008 as it is. everyone who played a part, big or small, in my life this year. happy and sad memories i thank you for both. because it makes me become a better person everyday. ok at this point i dont know what i talking already haha. anw i hope that 2009 will be good..first year of JC, yikes! and i hope i can live my life to the fullest every year clap clap.

i will think abt new year resolutions tonight and blog them tmr or on nyday.

cheers!

JODIE PHOO XMAS PARTY 08
failed attendees: kayu yiyi and auseewhy]:

2008-12-27T02:10:00.002+08:00

hmm its 2 plus noww.

and im bored, not sleepy yet.

so for the past hour i've been trying to do so many different things. finished reading one of my birthday presents; finished off my xmas cards for jodie's party tmr; attempted to re-read Pride and Prejudice. im kind of bored by P&P, the language is tough on me and it takes a while to catch what olden times ppl are trying to say
-.- stillll its a nice book, because elizabeth ended up with mr.Darcy <3

its boxing day today. was. but im the kind of person who dosent wait for boxing day to open their xmas present d: received an airmailed xmas card from isabel! clap clap she says in it that she'll be coming march/april. but sam'll be gone by then soooo ....sigh i wonder when will be our next clique meetup. i miss everyone!

wanted to invite some frens over for a party but hmm until i go back to work i dont think i can treat ppl to pizza :3 so i think i shall start looking for a job soon. i dont think i can be a waitress though. my family is very critical about it because they know i cant even handle one glass LOL. i'll end up paying for alll the things i've broken instead.

haix. how i wish i can just laze around till jan 19 comes. oh and that reminds me! i still have my HC math paper to do. blehhh.

and im still not sleepy. my com is really slow nowadays]: sian. i shall go listen to nickelback's new album and try to sleep.

Immanuel

2008-12-25T23:30:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

just came back from my family's xmas party at my cousins house. still cant get over the beef lamb and ham. no turkey though, sad. the party was mostly eating and wtaching little nonya. todays episode was especially funny with my relatives around.
exchanged presents and wnet home.

xmas eve was fun too. LSH came over to make xmas card. within the same amt of time, i made 10 cards and she made...1. bravo babe! hahaha dinner at appolo banana leaf -.- indian food for xmas o.o ahwells like this we avoided the crowd. the standard dropped though. sadly. shall go muthus next time. then aunties came over to our house for a small celebration. then got ready to go for midnight mass. started walking like 45 mins earlier and still couldnt get good seats it was like super full. lucky we didnt stand like last year. we sang nice songies like First Noel and Feliz Navidad and Joy To The World etc. happy happy songies.

i love christmas! and i hope christmas will be better in the eyars to come. i hope that even if im all grown up i'll never forget to enjoy such festivals.

cheers!

2008-12-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

watched twilight with the 404 peeps.

twilight was hmm uhhh ~
okayyyy.
i think the movie is passable because i read the book. if not its like huh? you two are in love? i think it dosent show how much they love each other. so kinda disappointing. edwards not hot enuf. when carlisle came out we were woah! hahaha. the only part of the show i like is the baseball part when muse's SMB was playing. the super funny part was when bella was in hospital! me and rina couldnt stop laughing the whole time. ahwells!
i wish there was actually a really really ideal edward guy. so i can be enthu abt the show. too badd]:

anw after that went arcade which was pretty borring. either my daytona skills have deproved or that machine is lagging. i believe is the latter =DDD
i am happy! got to eat Yami Yoghurt after so long! yayyyyyyyy [:

met momma afterwards to buy presents for the xmas party. hmm this years xmas party has rly changed. sadd. ahwells.

TOMORROW IS XMAS EVE! but duzn feel like it dont know why! maybe after attending church at midnight and singing all my fav xmas songies it will all be better [:

2008-12-22T22:05:00.002+08:00

thanks to my dear babe LSH im finally getting a new skin. she kept criticizing how small my font was so tada! big big words now. lol.

i am so not a pig! but yesterday was like the worst shock i ever had. i seriously thought i lost my hard earned 50 bucks. i felt like the unluckiest person alive. i was like hoping and praying that somehow the 50 bucks will be still there wherever i dropped it. i love the girl who found my 50 bucks. and i felt like the luckiest person alive. i mean i really thought i was a goner. 50 bucks who will not take right? so yayyyyy.

i really really have to stop losing things! i lost my retainers twice. walao at least the 1st time i dugged it out of the rubbish bin. the 2nd time ...blehh gone forever ]:

tmr gonna watch Twilight! like finally! im so excited even though i dont expect much from the movie.

i miss my old BoA even though i like how she is now too.

Elaine is a pig

2008-12-21T19:58:00.004+08:00

Elaine is so absent-minded.
Met her in th afternoon , and she was still sleeping -.=
pig.
we went to cotton on and bought long sleeve tshirt (:
and tht's where tht idiot dumbass cuz of mine lost her 50 bucks -.=
walked to taka , Q up to buy my octopusballyballball , she got all teary(she realise tht she lost it) thn yadayadayada,
went back to cotton on.thn blah blah blah.
then she ask th cashier blah blah. thn all of em' started shouting , looking for someone .
and it's damn embarrasing =X
everybody was laughing and staring .
so blah blah, she got her money back and the end.
lesson learnt.

LSH,I WROTE IT.OKAY

ROMEO, SAVE ME

2008-12-18T22:34:00.002+08:00

I QUITTTTTTT!!

i was so happy after i officially quit i was practically smiling at everyone on the escalator. i bet i looked retarded.

my bosses was pretty darn unpleasant about my whole quitting thing. grah shant think about it. its okay i no need to be so wei qu anymore.

anw was very happy so called my mum. and she was all why you want to quit thing. i knew this would happen. i knew it. even when i made her promise she will support my decision. then i became very upset i cried the way home. i am so not talking to my kor until her starts to be nice to me. money money money. all my mum wants is for me to earn money. she dosent care if i am being exploited. 3/hr is slave labour. mcdonald is 550 now according to my colleague. helloooo. and she dosent care. all my colleagues were happy that i quit my lousy job. im so happy sharon talked to me last night which made me decide that i deserve to be happy. if you give me at least 5 an hour, hell yea i'll do anything, i wont even complain when i feel like i going to peng san everynight. and hello i give quality work. im like this underpaid overdilligent worker.

i wont be so stupid to accept any job less than 5/hr.
i wont be treated the way my bosses treat me anymore.

at least i got this as an experience and
nothing can get worse now.

bleh

hmm i think the only thing i will miss is the cute kids and pretty babies.
they are like sososo cuteee.
1 hug my leg and 1 called me mummy.
ah! so cute luh.
i realised everyone likes Dora. MAN SHE IS SO LOVED. even old ahma noe who is dora. it is so funny when u hear all the small kids going 'dowa dowa'. i swear i will wtach the cartoon and see what is so good about her.

I AM SO TIRED. but i want to rant.

2008-12-17T23:12:00.002+08:00

oh and the worst part is i'll miss 4 episodes of little nonya

ARGH!!

2008-12-17T22:57:00.003+08:00

today is the second day of work.

my work sucks
i dont want to work anymore
i am paid 30 a day
and i work 10 hours
that is like less than mcdonald

the worst part is i have to stand throughout the 10 hours
and my legs dieded twice
i cant stand 1 of my co workers i cant wait for sunday to come so i can get my meagre amount of salary and im free

just quarelled with my kor and mum cos they want take my salary to pay for my contact lens
then i argued that i havent got a schoolbag]:
the point of me working is becos i want to buy THAT shoe. now i cant. so i have lost all motivations.
i am not whining.
it is just what you will do if you were me.

haix anw
yesterday was so sudden
was suppose to go for ntuc interview then i decided not to go cos i wiated half an hour and the super long queue didnt move kanasai
so walk in north point and i just ask a lady if she want to hire me and then i got hired and started work like immediately.
idk why i agreed man. 30 a day. i have to spend 10 bucks a day for my meals and transport alrdy.
sighhhhhh i called some other company today hope i can tiao cao asap man. even the other company thinks my pay is like daylight robbery.
i feel so stupid to say OKAY in the first place

i am so depressed. anyone free can sms me like the whole afternoon cos i'll be damn free.

Romeo, Save Me

2008-12-15T22:10:00.004+08:00

yay i like watching 2 hours of xiao nonya d:
tmr goin for interview :/ hope i'll get the job and hope the pay is good if i do d:

PRAISE ME!
HAHA d:
i was sooo bored yesterday i dug out beads and wires and started making a butterfly brooch and it turned out better than expected. in fact its GORGEOUS righht? hahaha. and after finishing the brooch i dug out some cross stich fabric from pri school and voila [:

i am so happy i can do all these. i love the HOLS! and i updated my design book. my dresses are very chio [:

2008-12-12T23:06:00.004+08:00

day out with limsihui AGAIN HAHAH.

she came at 9. i slept till 10. d: then she blame me for givin her gastric]: finee i shall admit i should have waken up when being woken d:
today was eventful! went HDBHub to collect money in the end no money to collect]: then went to esplanade to watch some pipa competition to support sihui's friend. that woman told me it will only last and hour but in the end its more than 2 hours! the whole time i was in there i was sooo bored! the only reason why i didnt sleep because its rude :/ i appreciate intrumental chinese music but seriously there were 5finalist and each of their piece lasted for 20 mins! i was like o.o....zzzzz....O.O... T.T HAHAH. oh but i saw the guy who acts as DASHA in Little Nonya!! he came to wtach the comp too! i felt that sihui's friend should have won but in the end some tiongbu got it :/

ate lunch at raffles city then went to orchard so Sihui can get her tights. then met aunties and mummy and ate crystal jade XLB. the quality of food totally drop since last week :/ so twas kinda disappointing. then ate yoghurt which will totally get owned by YamiYoghurt please. then rushed home to watch my xiao niang re! next monday its 2 hours of broadcast! cant wait! i dont know why ppl dont like the show. its been a longg time since theres a show like my CHU LU! yay me!

2008-12-11T19:58:00.002+08:00

went out with seewhy nicole rina licheng jacey and larrie today. watched nick and nora's infinite playlist. pretty meaningless but its a sweet love story. and i really dont know what is up with the gum! the way it is recycled is soo gross! haha. walked back to ps frm cathay and ate YamiYoghurt and just hang around. Squabbled over the colour of TOFU -.- i insist colour is subjective i take no sides HAHA. but yea agree with cy tofu is creamy colour its not canvas white luhh d:

i am boredddd. today's outing lasted for like 3 hours -.- i wish it was longer lah. like kanasai lor. i am quite happy to see everyone is broke. well not happy happy. but cos i AM broke so i take comfort in the fact that people are like meee! HAHAHA :D

i will be going for an interview next week, anyone wanna pei wo? ]: i am scared that if i get a job i might miss Little Nonya at 8 nxt week]: blehhhhhhhh :/

2008-12-08T01:01:00.002+08:00

i believe in karma, do you?

i found a converstaion between susan and martha huber in desperate houswives that i liked very much and this is what susan said:

"I will keep my lawn looking nice. And I will make sure that my music isn't played too loud, and if I get some of your mail, heck, I'll run it right over. Cause that's what good neighbors do. But from now on, when I run into you in the street and I say good morning, Mrs. Huber, or how are you, Mrs. Huber, just know, that inside, I am quietly, but decidedly hating your guts."

clap clap [:

2008-12-07T01:37:00.002+08:00

went out with Sam Rensyn and TzeQing on thurs. i missed everyone! watched Bolt to my delight[: and twas greatt. i am totally in love with RHINO! and the fat cat. i am going to own a fat persian cat when i have the chance to next time. ohyea and name it PAMMY which is the cute form of PAM which stands for Pwincess Ah Meow. PURRFECT! HAHAHAHHA d:

Went Vivo ytd with Sihui. there was sale at PageOne so i got the fashion designing book i've always wnated. its so damn cool and damn ex, im so lucky my auntie sponsored me. yayyy. i swear i will put it to good use [:

todayye went like compass point nad chinatown to run errands for my brother. then wnet to walk walk at orchard. i think my mum is biased towards my kor now because he is working. the whole time we were out she was looking for clothes for my bro! UNFAIRR. ahha well at least i bought lingerie so i didnt go home empty handed. i saw this super nice pair of shoes. its 123 bucks and im gna buy it when i earn my first 123 bucks. and this dress which is sooo pretty. its floral and gorgeous. its 100 plus too. haix why is everything i like so darn expensive. window shopping is torture for me.

oh and i have decided to let go. yupps. seriously. of all the times i should have but couldnt, this will be the last. because i realise that its not worth it. it really isnt. its only time wasted. so i feel happy for myself to be able to break free from it. no more humiliation and pointless anticipation. YAY ME!

2008-12-03T23:18:00.003+08:00

PHEW just finish running 2km clap clap. haha fine its not much compared to previous days. buttt! anw tday was fun! ran to IMH (former woodbridge) and ran on the track which was so dark and creepy HAHA luckily got my kor and limsihui.

i still feel fat. i mean today was sinful. ate like crystal jade XLBs and gelato and oreo cheesecake. T.T i am right to be ashamed of myself. i shall push myself further so i can have BoA abs [: by this Xmas [:

went OG with sihui to look for job then the bra salesperson say must go head office and so i was to lazy to travel there. so no job for today]: i shall try again tmr. ahha man its alrdy december! i have to act fast! but i am such a procrastinator. i really wish i can just sit back and watch my desperate housewives S1 to 4, which rocks btw. i like it better than any other angmoh shows.

i really like orchard road's xmas deco. i love everything about xmas. even if there were no presents. i think its the best season and the best holiday of the year. everythings about xmas is peaceful and joyful and i get the warm fuzzy feeling inside. we use to take a car ride through the whole stretch of orchard road on xmas day at midnight each year, well when daddy was here. so im pretty sad i wont be able to do that for a very long time ahead. and my xmas tree is Pathetic with a capitol P. its tip just reached my kneecap. COME ON! my tree used to be near the ceiling mannzxzxzx! so all in all, xmas was so so so much better when dad around . at least we'll go to the children's home and meet my old frens and kop presents. blehhhh. feel like kopping the xmas tree from paragon to put in our house.

p.s. I WANT WATCH BOLT BECAUSE OF RHINO THE HAMSTER WHICH IN MY OPINION IS THE CUTEST CHARACTER IN THE HISTORY OF ANIMATION.

2008-12-02T22:57:00.003+08:00

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2008-11-26T22:19:00.010+08:00

blehh im sad
i was trashy at MAD open class.
so i consoled myself by spamming Nobody's Perfect while i sulk back home.
ahwells.

lets recall the happy times! =D
kopped from the photos in qing's facebook =D

DUCK TOUR!

EA with some motorcycle used for demonstration

EA ;D

memorable first walk near Berkeley

outside some tar place which is very old. got methane gas bubbling somemore

the best place to work in

Stanford Uni. very pwetty architectures and murals. all filled with motherly love

past a bakery at Fisherman's Wharf

SPONGEBOB AND CURIOUS GEORGE AT UNI STUDIOS

SIMPSONS!! eee but not full family. homer is so cute.

WITH PLUTO AT DISNEYLAND [:

GOOFY'S CAR

LOS ALTOS [high school] CONQUERORS

haha hollywood background at Uni Studios

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS

and many more but too lazy. hahaha thanks qing!

2008-11-25T20:44:00.004+08:00

the end of my life is coming.

rant
i am soooooo fattt. i have a tummy. an actual tummy. i thought it was something i use to scare myself only, but now i actually have it. extra meat bulging out. i use to not have meat even when i sit and slouch. now i have when im standing. omfffg. i wish i just die. its the holidays. season to wear nice things. but i feel awful about my tummy. and my mum will not stop criticising how fat i've become every single day. i want my old figure back. the no fat at all with visible abs stomach. i wish someone will just shoot me. im no longer 25 inches! im like 26.5 now. shitz. now im starting to miss my volleyball trainings. it kept me slim. what shall i doooooo ]: i mean since situps does not help then what can i do. summore im going for open class tmr. omg will somebody just shoot me now. i dont wanna face the world.

2008-11-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

hey ppl!
im back YAY ME!

its sososo great to be back home. to be able to be on my nice clean bed and hug my smeowly pillow. i think i miss my bed too much so i slept from 6am to abt 10pm. omg i fully broke my record. korkor is coming back frm macau 4am later =D cant wait for him to see what i bought for him.

Silicon Valley was pretty fun. i like all the IT company visits like google. ppl there are less than 150 feet away from food all the time, how cool is that? definitely good for ppl like mwee.

the universities were nice too. just that everytime i hear about getting scholarship and i see how small the singaporean population is that gets in i get all worried. butt whatever not like i plan to go overseas for uni.

i had alot of things to say but suddenly i dont haf anymore haha. shall blog a more precise one next time [:

2008-11-09T18:25:00.003+08:00

12 more hours exactly!

im so excited i dont think i can sleep!

i faced a major crisis last night when i found out that i cant bring my hair straightener because the voltages are different. :OOOOOOOOOO
so luckily i wnet out early this morning to get a straightening brush phewwwwww. but hopefully it works equally well.

finally after the earlier 188 days counting down, this is The Day. well the eve of The Day. i cant believe time passes so fast and im going to see the sunrise in San Francisco real soon. abit wurried abt jetlaging and the hotel tho :/

ahwells since time passes so fast i bet i'll soon be coming back too.
but i shall enjoy my trip to the fullest while it lasts!
cantwait cantwait cantwait!

bye bye blogger. seeyou in twelve days d:

oh please god let me somehow see BoA in LA

2008-11-07T20:15:00.005+08:00

'O's ovuh!
now i feel even free-er than after eoys yayyyy [:

so now im all about getting excited for US Silicon Valley Trip 2008! wahoooooo!
cant wait for disneyland universal studios and of course, GILROY!
nows the pre trip prep time! and i am happy because i have already gotten everything i wanted!
except for my L'oreal Lumi oil because my lousy poke of a brother use finish and refuse to buy me. so unfair lah. he was trying to get me into accepting some other lousier products. its like after he eat my sharkfin soup then want to make up using ikan bilis soup. HMPH.
so anw went walk walk and isetan to get a few stuff and yay got the mango sweater i wnated [: so PTP is completed.
oh and stupid computer disallowed me to post for so many days. finally i can log in.
so many thingys happened.
oh and guess what!
I TOOK OF MY BRACES!
GONE FOREVER!
AFTER 3 AND A HALF YEARS!
AMEN!
so now im just suppose to wear retainers]: i talk like got da she tou ]: blehh my aunties says i am pwetty now. but i dont think so lah i think just my smile is nicer becos suddenly my teeth is white hahaha. i shall smile even bigger nowww :D

class party was funnn even though not all 35 were present. but still i feel freedom. i think i become reckless with freedom. i wnet to swim even though i know i hafto take bus home. but ahwells i dont regret it. Dottys house is kewl lah. went gym room with gwennn and siyu and jasmine lol. burnt 30 calories on the treadmill but lost it after eating 1 marshmallow d:

and of course the purpose of this post is to say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BoA! slightly belated due to my stupid com but hope you had the bestest 22nd birthday anyone could haff. wishing you success in your upcoming singles and albums and everything else. may you maintain your status as the prettiest person on earth and you'll always be perfect in my eyes. huaiting!

CHEERS! LOVE YOU ALWAYS, frm your no.1 fan PEIA HAHAHHAHAHA dont laugh [:

no one is cuter than you!
YOU DO PERFECT EVEN IN Wii!

2008-11-02T22:55:00.002+08:00

today's all souls day, so went to church in the morning. the priest was using saving private ryan as an example lol. i dont like that show. i mean yea its nice and touching but i think its really stupid for everyone to die in order to save 1 person and not like he is some great person please so sad that everyone else has to sacrifice their lives to save his ass. life is so so so unfair yknow yknow?!?!

after brunch went on a 2hour to choa chu kang to visit daddys columbarium. my kor totally called it an adventure cos it was so hard to get there. but ahwells its been really really long since we visited daddy. if we could we would have gone as often as we can sometimes i wish i could just go there and just talk to my dad's column all by myself when i feel especially troubled. well of course its kinda creepy if there's very little people there but... its peaceful yay[:

i'm so glad we went out to do something as a family..its been real long since we did something tgt. was talking to my kor all the way which was pretty enriching. i like talking to my kor. he brings me back down to planet earth. even though he totally places himself in a good spotlight whenever he can. lol. i'm still troubling over my my subject combi and JC CCAs. i mean whatif whatif whatif i dont get into MAD? theres a high chance i dont. but somewhere in my heart i think i will. but i souldnt be so confident when everyone else secretly thinks i cant even though i feel i can.

so, anyhooo

went AMK Hub after cos kor wanted to check out phones at singtel. mannn like prices have not gone down]: so i think he's gna settle for samsung soul. then went to this hawker centre at jubilee to eat. mann do i miss hawker food! i ate western food though hahah but ist so worth it like 5.50 for this super huge plate. and the carrot cake and sugar cane and fishball soup was gooood. plus he place is surprisingly clean and not too noisy.i rly wanna bring my frens there but i doubt my frens would want to go explore this kinda things which is pretty sad cos i dont just wanna eat fast food or expensive diners everytime we go out. i bo lui ah! but i feel oblige to follow the majority. i mean i dont want to seem hogging something or imposing my ideals on people again. sometimes my intention is really good, but in eyes of other it just comes out wrong. which is pretty frustrating because its purely outta my character to share all my true feelings and ideas. but then i've probably learned lesson whichs tells me i should be really careful with my words and actions because you never know what others might think. white could turn black anytime. so sometimes things happen which makes me think whether there is something terribly wrong about the way i am.

came home and had a huge row with my mum. over something stupid. ok i shouldnt have raised my voice but she made me angry first! then she goes on and on about how rude i've been lately. which made me even angrier and made her even more upset. then she becomes very upset. like the angriest she has evr been with me. thats why now i'm lost and i'm talking too much because i am sad. i probably should just write her note and apologise then maybe she'll forgive me but she seems really angry. sighh i hate quarelling with family. or anyone else for that matter. cos i'll end up detesting myself and i find myself desperate to make up which makes the whole quarrel pointless.

gawd tell me if you finished this post because i think my blog is really for me to spread out my thoughts and converse with myself. it has absoslutely no entertainment value.

and this is less than a fraction of my troubles currently.
sometimes i feel that nothing ever turns out right in my life.
am i being too pessimistic? or isit PMS? or teenage angst?
idk cos i really feel like the road that i travel alwyas turns out to be the tougher one.

2008-11-01T22:47:00.003+08:00

Post Graduation

the feeling that i'm leaving nanyang as more or less sunk in... i'm sad but not as bad as i expected.
class closue was a little disappointing, i expected a similar closure as in sec 2. but there wasnt a sit in a circle and talk and cry your heart out kind of thing. i would very much prefer that lor. i feel that i have alot of things to cry about but the feeling didnt come as strongly as in sec 2 maybe cos there wasnt msYeo who really know how to make people dig through our feelings inside and stuff and make people cry. ahwells still cried abit because of auchuinyin. that girl is always the first to cry! ohwells i'll miss your crying oujunyin! hahahah.
i expected a more heartwarming grad ceremony at night but it was like so...messy and stuff. i really wish they would play the vitamin C song and everyone sing and cry hahahaha. even after that like got so many people then all rushing home and stuff ]: plus i didnt get to hang out a little longer with the 404 peeps which is sad.
left Ny with my mum and kor with jodiefoo and family. went to this nice place to eat dinner. but the whole time the restaurant ppl kept wanting us to leave because they were closing very soon. lol.
thanks people for the grad letters. and thanks foo for the wonderful photo scrapbook you made. so nice luh i love u so much. and auchuinyin made me the hello kitty beads thing mong i must find some way to make a keychain out of it then can carry with me wherever i go [:

i will miss NY and the teachers the staff and of cos all my friends so very much. these 4 years would probably contain all the best memories and friends for all my life.

2008-10-30T21:01:00.002+08:00

i cannot believe i'm about to leave Nanyang real soon
the feeling of -omg its my graduation tmr- hasn't sinked in yet idk whyyyy
really seems like it was just yesterday that i entered NY :/

went macs/island creamery with weiqing valerie cheryl gwen licheng and bella.
which made me quite sad after, cos i dont think we'll be able to meet up like this anymore after grad. even if have, we wont be in hongzi anymore ]:

everyones going to the same place anw..'
but its different! its Hwachong, not Nanyang ]:

ahwells i shall treasure my last day in school tmr. i shall make my bestest ever jelly for class breakfast and finish up my letters to everyone [:
and prepare tissue for mass flooding

2008-10-28T23:07:00.003+08:00

I'm not just one of those girls
its beneath me
so dont treat me like anybody else
that's unworthy

nate and jenny?!

3 moredays to graduation
7 more days to HCL 'O's
13 more days till sunrise in San Francisco
Hang on!

2008-10-26T22:29:00.002+08:00

BORED.!
im suppose to study for 'O's like everyone else butt i cant seem to get my brain working. blehhh.
my day is either like watch BoA or read my forgotten issues of Bazaar or watch prison break or watch teevee. okto is like a better version of kids central. much better. they brought back Are You Afraid of the Dark and co. YAY hope they have bear in the big blue house tooo. oh and they have hannah montana yay! hopefully all the old cartoons and nice programmes cos i think our generation's teevee is nicer than now's. HAHAH.

slightly more than 2 weeks to US. but some how i'm not as hyped up as i'm suppose to be. maybe because i realise there isnt any JUICY in Gilroy. shitzzzz. now theres hardly anything that is affordable. BOOHOOOO!

Every day is so wonderful
Then suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

2008-10-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

words

so powerful, so hurting

2008-10-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

i have like 4 school days left. the last few days of being in nanyang!
i know like all of us will be going to the same place. but it feels different. i wanna graduate from NY but at the same time i know i'll miss it like shit. and it feels so weird to be going to JC! weird to change uniform after 10 years! i think i'm gna miss hongzi like shit too. blehhhh.

songs are like painkillers. thank god theres BoA.

2008-10-23T21:34:00.001+08:00

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it

涙
だけが
素直に無いている
また会えば笑えるように

2008-10-23T16:11:00.002+08:00

omgawd its over totally over. i am going to hwachong though i dont know if i am able to take 4H2s but who cares i only wish to go over anw. bought HC uniform tday. the collar is damn hard like cardboard. i dun really like it ]: like so stuffy and restrictive. i cant believe i'm going to change uniform after 10 years. so weirddd hahaha d:

the bus driver is so irritating today. just because someone's poor dosent mean they steal or cheat lor. effer. so insulting lah pls. ]: when i get down somemore dun open door wth.

i have the first few epis of Heroes S3 cant wait to wtach it =DDDDD

2008-10-21T17:08:00.002+08:00

TODAYY got back CHI and LA.

totally hated my chinese marks. the word is KANA SAI. im so disappounted in myself! wth happen man. what happen to being good in chinese. i even feel abit bad to ah beng for thinking that i will at least get A2. blehh. i suck.

ahwells at least i still have my LA. its not as spectacular as those 2 sitting on my left and right. but i think i am happy. ok not quite. could've done much better with compre. but ahwells it saved my life. clap clap.

oh, and this morning ms Tan came to find me during assembly and told me to look for her during break.
honestly, i think i had a momentarily heart failure. i know what they mean when you haff xin li de yi kuai shi tou HAHAH.
i seriously thought she was going to talk to me about my marks and tell me i have to retain!
then wlaooooo. its about US trip. loseerrrr.

HAHAHA d:

tmr is gna be Awful. with a capital A. IH MATH PHYSICS. not one am i good at. in fact i suck at all of em! blehhh ]: tr is so my D-Day. it has a total reign over my becoming a HC student, then i can decide whether to buy uniform on friday. LOL.

i miss yesterday. playing Wii at Val's house is so fun! plus i get to wtach my LOTR ROTK. YAHOOOOOOOOO d:

annnnd i am so sick and tired of being a walking cautionary tale: PUT SUNBLOCK OR END UP LIKE ELAINE! swobs. it is so damn pain. haha i bet everyone was shock to see my skin. it is sooo badd.
someone shoot me if i evuh go sentosa without an inch of sunblock all over my bare skin.

i think i need to be nicer to my brother. i mean he is like the best elder brother anyone can have.
i mean...
who actually cooks for you? damn nice food summore. like stingray and curry and pasta and butter prawn blah blah and midnight sandwiches.
and helps you dl anything you ask him to.
and still helps you with math qns when you are so pek chek.
and spread his love of rock music to you so that ppl know that i ahve basic education in rock music.
and scolds you when you really needed it and its cos he cares.
come to fetch you from the bus stop when it's raining. even though he totally should have gotten 2 umbrellas -.-
and many many more i cant remember all right now.
and the biggest reason is that he saved me from being penniless on my US trip [:

so..sometimes i think God really isnt too bad to me. he took my dad away and nothing can ever replace that loss but at least he gave me great brother who is always responsible and reliable. ok besides the whole waking me up at 5am thing.

i am not cheesy at all. i am expressing my gartitude manzxzx. who know what might happen tmr. literally kay cos if i rly fail i am prepared to tiaolouzisha.

you love me you like her

2008-10-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

i slept till 2pm. could have been later but my mum woke me up early to go tuh church. bleehh. im too busy playing im not resting.

finished The Undomestic Goddess in an hour. whoots i am fast i am fast d:

im lacking in things to watch. im waiting for Gossip Girl ep7 and Hot Shot ep13 to come so currently im watching Prison Break S3. blehh im still at epi2 and im pretty bored. hope it will get exciting real soon, i know it will its PB afterall [:

cant wiat for the LOTR marathon tmr!

freedom suits me just right.

i knew it long ago. i knew, i knew. so why am i still not over it? its not anyone's fault i guess. so i cant blame anyone. but it still makes me feel unimportant. maybe we just dont click. we dont suit each other well enough. i sound so childish but you prefer them dont you? you dont have as much as when you're with me. but dont do this alright i'll be left with nth if you leave me on my own.

shucks i hope im pmsing.

2008-10-18T22:53:00.003+08:00

ITS

FINALLY

OUTT!

CAN

YOU

SAY

COOL?

omgawd i love my life

SPAMM

2008-10-18T22:08:00.002+08:00

thats why i love us <3

Don't go wasting your emotions, Lay all your love on me

2008-10-18T20:44:00.002+08:00

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

lifee's been wonderful after exams! i should be enjoying i might die when when results get back next week :/ bleh didnt screammm after math ended. was too disappointed with myself to be happy. but ahwells its OVUHHHHHHHHH BABY!

went out after exams with 12minus2 to eat at hong kong cafe. we thought 10 people was alrdy alot. but after eating halfway a group of 23 came in. HAHAHA.
annd a stupid thing happened. TLC refused to cross the road to taka when the green man was flashing. i repeat GREEN MAN. and it was like 30s left. then me and qing wanted cross then road then the others didnt follow, so me and qing run halfway then she turned back WALAO super diu lian lah i bet everyone across the road was laughing man. tsk

then me gwen rina and licheng stayed back to watch CONNECTED! twas fabbie <3 definitely must watch if ya havent. it was so exciting i kep shaking my legs then now pain kanasai. hahahah. im so losserrr d: so watch watch watch like best show this year after Dark Knight so far. met jodie&co. and melwee&co. and may other&co. hahaha spore is smalll.

***

FRIDAY,
the long awaited SENTOSA DAY!

went siloso beach. and no i didnt wear my bikini. saddd. its okay im still as sexayye as evuh rigghht! HAHAHA d: as a result... i am super burnt like red all over. i think i look like crab. i didnt know it was this bad till i came home. and i realise ohmygawd. i have ugly tan lines like the shape of my halter. blehh suck suck suck. damn painnn ]: and only I am sunburnnt! unfairrr! i think i have like too little melanin. or isit too much? whatever. i hate this. i am suppose to be like the fairest always. now i am bloodyhell tanned. shitzz

but twas quite fun. splashed water, played vball, get pesterred by fat ppl to play vball, played touch rugby for like 2 times, played captains ball and myside never wins, attempted to build sandcastle, fell into water, pointed out i was red and blotchy, went to bathe, went back vivo, ate at kopitiam, walk around, realise out of touch of the real world for too long, went home.

<3

TODAYYE!

me rensyn and sammie met up with sixuannie. wanted to kbox. but tupid xuan dun let me. rensyn thinks im gna use my act cute voice to sing and sam is gna read her book . so... i didnt get wish ]: ]: ]:

ahwells. twas nice and fun still. we talked like the whole wayy. excluding the walking ard in heeren and taka. just talking is niceee. miss sixuannie like mad! how nice if she comes HC nxt year ]: i feel so at ease to be with them. so feels great. cept that xuannie kept hitting all my sunburnt parts -.-

cant wait for tzeqing to be back so we can go out again again! <3

and whythehhell isnt BOATheFaceLiveTour OUT? i've been checking like since last month and it isnt out. wth! they are depriving me of my oxygen!

shall update photos when ppl send me =D

ging vals hse on mon to catch LOTR trilogy marathon. but i dun think we can finish cos hafta go US trip briefing. ahwells.

I FEEL FREEEE

2008-10-15T12:32:00.002+08:00

ok this post is totaly redundant but i am very pissed now because i went to someones blog and saw something that made me super super super angry so i am here to swear at people. please dont read it might spoil my image. HAHAHAHA.

mother effer. nobody ask you to like her right. and what is with those criticisms? i cant believe you cant see the hard work shes been through to put up the whole show, say until like its some crap show. she is the most hardworking person ever. you dont know her enough to say those thing so STFU. F you because you like her for the wrong reasons and you are not someone who truly like her. the show to me or to any other fan i know was a great one. including non fans actually. goes to show your good taste huh. so embarassing and humiliating to know that we like the same person. oh wait you dont. you phoney biatch.

all right blogging does help. i feel much better after punching my keyboard.

dont judge me, judge for yourselves.

lousy?

2008-10-14T19:45:00.002+08:00

1 more bloody paper and i am on my road to F R E E D O M. =DDDD YAYYYE

ok minus the YAYYE. i screwed like 12345678 subjects already. i dont think i will make it to hwachong. well if i dont i shall go and die.

im only looking forward to marking days and US trip if i dont fail my MSG. SENTOSA ON FRI WHOOOTS! PLEASE PLEASE MENSY DONT COME NOW!!! wait until after the 22nd =D

i have so many things to do! so many things that i have been deprived off. including excercise! i very sad. i realise my i can pinch my stomach, i never could now i can!! this is horrible!!!

I NEED KILLER ABS!

this is so funny! the little angmoh boy sang come on over with BoA hahaha

2008-09-30T21:12:00.002+08:00

ahhh 1 more week to the start of hiong exams!

i was sooo tired ytd and today. went to my cousin's house yesterday finished the whole chapter of integration in revsion booklet in 6 hours. HAHAHA YAY ME! clap clap.

2 and a half papers have passed and i dont think i did well in any of them. not sure if i can get a B3 even. blehhh suck. i have to get around 80 marks for me to get A1 for math! grahh so so so dead.

i just have to survive this period! JIAYOU!

sooo gonna Wii the whole day after exams!

You think you're loving but you don't love me

2008-09-27T21:27:00.004+08:00

I finally found my direction in life [: i shall do very well in GP in JC then proceed to mass comm in NTU into Fashion Journalism! that wayyy, i can please my family and i wont be deviating too much from the fashion world. then if i succeed there, i'll stay and become a famous magazine EditorIC. if i dont, i shall just use the money i earned hopefully study at CSM or Parsons then i shall open my own line i.e PEIA =DDD hmm im still brooding over the name, i want something really cool and impactful...
like Bono's -EDUN- yknow its the opposite of NUDE plus yknow the story of adam and eve and the garden of eden? after they ate the forbidden fruit, they realise they were nude and the started wearing clothes, so the name is cool and meaningful. totally fabbie. ok i dont think they wore clothes... more like leaves.
but point is, people dont really know what PEIA stands for and people keep thinking its because of DBSK the cassiopeia thing thats why. NOOOOO. PEIA was formed long ago okay before DongBang's. and i like the meaning. Princess Elaine is what my dad use to call me, not something i thought of while being ego. In Action...well i was thinking of something like "at work" or "in the house" but LOL, in action sounds more fun. maybe if my label is established enuff i can collaborate with casio to form a line of designer watches called Casio+PEIA YAYYYYY. ok you people probably already know all of this d:

i so so so shouldnt be doing this, but its nice to think of such things during the mugging period. make me feel more alive when i am so dead.
sighh if i cant go HwaChong forget about my big plans big dreams mann. suck. i got a feeling i'll get >3.0 MSG.

2008-09-17T18:01:00.002+08:00

stressed!
tday's assembly made it worse. i rlyrlyrly dont wanna become classmates with my juniors :O or missed my USA trip and waste all my money. i want to graduate happily. i wanna sing that veryhighpitched-verycheem graduation song. i want to go to HCI next year. I WANT MY FRIENDS IDONTWANNAFAIL.

so envy my kor! he whole day can experiment making wanton, which is better than any wanton out there, and watching My Name Is Earl! SIGHHH. cant wait for the month to pass quickly.

shoo exams shoo!

i feel so sad, disappointed and infuriated. friendsforever is such a naive thought. are you insecure or what? guess there'll be more of it in the future. but hey, 2 can play the game.

2008-09-13T12:50:00.004+08:00

yo last post until oct 16. well, if i can last that long d:

finished MY BOSS, MY HERO last week. IT IS THE BEST JAP SHOW EVER! like..on par with GTO. followed by HYD luh. hehehe. so fellow people must wtach it after exams.

nagase tomoya is soooo shuai and funny. his actions remind me of luo zhi xiang luh haha. i think there should be a taiwan version of it and luo zhi xiang shud play him =D

pudding!

LOL

i think he is the shuaiest and best jap actor ever! ok fine after Sorimachi takashi. even though i like the Arashi guy.i bet if he was Domyouji in Hana Yori, it will be even more a success heheh. i like him more than Ikuta Toma <3 so seeee for yourself [:

and the BEST NEWS OF THE YEAR---

BoA'S DEBUT SINGLE IN US IS COMING OUT on Nov 11. digital single coming out on 14.10 though. i'll be in US then! what a great timing. i think Eat You Up is nice, no matter what people say. not cause i am biased. but i honestly think its nice even though it deviates from her orginal style. i prefer her korean version MV. i hope its released as the US version instead. i think she'll make it i've got a gut feeling she will! i shall have faith and support her by promoting her single and albums to everyone i know [:

cant wiat for both full versions to be released on Oct 7. but gahh exams the next day :O

angmoh director

korean director. FTW!

ok this has nth to do with anything. but ahh love this video so much.

cant wait for the year to be over so i can get away from someone.

2008-09-06T16:26:00.002+08:00

watch watch watch pwease =D